having an absolute ASS hole of a day.

no acctal good reason for it.... just shitty with everyone and everything.

had a spack at Matt..

again not for any good reason.... i was just angry and he pissed me off..

actually he was half an hour later for dinner than he said he was going to be.. which isn't even what upset me... it doesn't really bother me.... i understand that things happen... and i didnt' have my phone with me so i couldn't get his calls...

but i just had a crap day.

and it upsets me that i'm even sitting here doing this job.

and its only been 2 months.

but mostly i was mad coz he's so absent minded.

and i just got upset.


i didn't yell or anything... it was just a quiet rage that lasted through the evening the night the morning and much of the day,.

but i'm not really mad at him.....


i'm just frustrated and angsty - you know, just for a change.

i'm having a life crisis....... the THERE MUST BE MORE TO LIFE THAN THIS kind of crisis.


but - whatever

i've so had it with today.

working more than 5 hours SUX ASS!@!!


i don't know how ppl do it.!

don't they know there is a whole world of better things to be doing!??!

no money is worth the trauma and generalARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH that goes along with working full time


i'm so not made for this stuff

by life is very BEN LEE - a lot goes on, but nothing happens...


ummm can't even think of anything worth blogging about

this one time at band camp...

Oh wait.... Glenn came ofver on the weekend from Perth!!

i love glenn!

he's tops

we went to dinner with hima dn his mate Greg.

went to thalia thai - a place i love for its good food and cheap prices... oh and their chairs.

then we went to CARGO - a place int he docklands that sucks badly but has the best toilets!

its the place where the toilets have clear glass cubicle doors but when you go in and close the door it frosts over

but the actual bar is shit on a stick.

really really polly wally crappy

there wre mullets everywhere!!!!!!!

i have some photos to post when i get hom,e


OHOHOH in other news. My friend Jodie, who i used to work with at the lone star when we wre like 19....

she's been living here in melb for years now... has a lovely long term boyfriend....etc is pregnant!

i'm sooooooooo excited for her... and her for herself too which is tops!

i'm having late lunch with her today,.

i can't wait to see her.

we have this relationship that allows us to be good freinds and still have lengthy absences in btn

which is a bummer but we both have things going on etc.

so i got over it - coz it used to upset me....coz i like her and missed hanging out etc

but its all good.

she reckons its going to be twins!

everyone is having babies!!

matt and i were talking about it..

maybe...

so much to give up and so much to gain...

its a big thing to decide to do on purpose.

i htink i'd rather just wait and find out by accident.

anyway i have to get back to the nothingness i get paid to do.

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